Another Confession

I'm not going to be racist, or something judging certain religion habituation.

Jadi gini ceritanya, gua kemaren open house AFS buat periode 2012/2013, and it was AWESOME ! you know, gua terharu banget bisa makan verkaade setelah 11 tahun yang lalu, anway, verkaade itu kue tradisional belanda, kangen banget gilaaaaaaaa >.<

Gua ketemu sama YES-ers dan akhirnya AFS-ers ! alhamdulillah, gua sujud ke arah kiblat bisa nemuin temen temen seperjuangan gua deh, ditotal semua, ada gua, Nofal, Marsya, Aussie, Chandrika, Vania dan Rifa. Yak cuman bertujuh, semoga deh kita kita bertujuh diberangkatin. Anyway, si chandrika cerita sama gua kalo dia udah dapet hostfam di PRANCIS ! OH MEEEEEEN FRANCE ! FURANSU ! PERANCIS ! dan hostfamnya bilang, " kalo bisa komunikasi sehari hari pake bahasa prancis aja " Satu hal, kalo gua jadi dia, i'll take french course, dan indeed si chacan langsung take it. I wonder gitu, kalo misalkan ada hostfam di Jerman ato enggak di Swiss yang ngomong gitu ke gua, WAH GEEEELLLAAAAA GUA LANGSUNG TAKE GERMAN COURSE DEH ! both swiss and germany kan use the same language cuman beda aksen doang.




And you know, ive been realized, ternyata anak AFS yang diberangkatin jarang bgt yang berkerudung. Kemaren aja pas Open House, gua doang yang pake kerudung ! Tapi ini suatu honorable banget buat gua, ternyata, paradigma internasional tentang wearing hijab is now becoming clarity than the years before. Gua juga bersyukur, apalagi berkas gua sekarang lagi disebar di kancah internasional. Nyatanya, yang kebanyakan pake kerudung itu, anak2 YES, dan anak2 YES jakartans yang pake kerudung cuman 2 orang, Ajeng sama Bening. I'm grateful banget deh, apalagi kalo misalkan bisa berangkat dan tetep wearing hijab tanpa digoda yang macem2, kayak misalkan kl lagi SUMMER, gua keluar rumah pake tank top, hotpants, kaca mata item, bawa shasha terus ngecat rambut gua jadi blonde, hahaha ! CAN YOU IMAGINE A BLONDE FAT GIRL WEARS MINI CLOTHES ??!! I swear you'll see my belly !

Ohya, why i'm posting like this, jadi pas kemaren Home Interview sama Kak Putra, Kak Gina, Kak Wendy dan Kak Cindy, mereka ngomongin masalah beberapa negara yang notabene "agak" strict masalah kerudung, Ini dia negara2-nya :

1. Prancis ( i've already knew it before )
2. Belanda ( WHAT THEEEEEEE ??!!! )
3. Norway
   
4. Belgium
   

So ladies and Gentleman, jadi dari Pihak AFS di negara2 itu gak memperbolehkan exchange students buat make atribut keagamaan di sekolahnya, Oh MEEEEN ! i knew it ! pantesan, siswa siswi yang dikirim ke negara2 itu banyak yang non hijabers ( sotoy lo mith ).

Ah at the end, gua tetep bangga kok pake hijab (?)

HAPPY UAN-ing by the way ! Ah gak kerasa bentar lagi gua kelas 3 dan semoga UN gua bakalan dilakuin tahun 2013 which means, gua berangkat tahun ini ! AMIIIIIIIIN !

Diet, Fat Girl, Fortunate chances.

Dear bloggy.........

This is what i really dissapointed, for the recent days, i tended to go with dietary program, errrr...not so dietary, but a bit loosing a portion that i used to consume. Here it is, my daddy bought us a treadmill ! Yuhuuuuuuuuuwwwww ( i forgot to capture the treadmill, he he he ) a lot of excitement came, and i was very excited to loose my damn weight. So, for the next days, which was very fortunates day of holiday, i used my treadmill everyday, try to minimize my meal's portion, measured my belly, bla bla bla.

Days passed, so one day i went to school for preparing some AFS's stuffs when still holiday, actually it was bcs the third graders were having UAS. Well, i asked Mrs. Nani to fullfill my ERLF form of AFS's stuff then she said, " MITHA ! you're a thinner, are you dieting ?" HAHAHAHA ! Celebration and fireworks on my head, i just "mesem-mesem" and said, " Really ? Thankyou miss ! " Then, i just laughed and proud what i've tried to loose my weight.

To be honest my dietary was not a kinda strict one, just focusing on excersizing and minimizing portion of meal. One of my friend succeed loosing up until 15 kilos but she was very strict, no snacking ( cemilan maksudnya ), fried meals, and fatty substances. She never ate Junk Food, she always ate vegetables, poached potato withous salt, red rice ( i told you, red rice is soooooo gross for me ), and i began to think, does she turning into a goat ? hahaha just kidding :p

It's sucks actually to see my "fat" friends getting slimmer now, it seems, it's the only me, the fat girl remaining in this world ( errrr....lebay ah ). The dietary program that i've done just loose 3 kgs, and now getting back to normal. WASTING ? yes. I feel sick now. For me like it's no use to be dieting. I just finger-crossed that someday i cud be slimmer. As a matter of fact, who says that fat girl always unfortunate in their love life ? I already hook up with someone, i already dating, it proves that the label of "FAT GIRL" always get nothing is NONSENSE ! haha, don't get me wrong, i just give an example. A girl always think that a "spanish-guitar" looking would blow up boys. In fact, it's a YES. But is it fair enough if boys always look from the package ? I don't think so. It's mean. So, thank god for giving bless for us, for fat girls. You're not alone, girl :D

BUT STILL TRYING TO DIET ! *finger-crossed*