Diet, Fat Girl, Fortunate chances.

Dear bloggy.........

This is what i really dissapointed, for the recent days, i tended to go with dietary program, errrr...not so dietary, but a bit loosing a portion that i used to consume. Here it is, my daddy bought us a treadmill ! Yuhuuuuuuuuuwwwww ( i forgot to capture the treadmill, he he he ) a lot of excitement came, and i was very excited to loose my damn weight. So, for the next days, which was very fortunates day of holiday, i used my treadmill everyday, try to minimize my meal's portion, measured my belly, bla bla bla.

Days passed, so one day i went to school for preparing some AFS's stuffs when still holiday, actually it was bcs the third graders were having UAS. Well, i asked Mrs. Nani to fullfill my ERLF form of AFS's stuff then she said, " MITHA ! you're a thinner, are you dieting ?" HAHAHAHA ! Celebration and fireworks on my head, i just "mesem-mesem" and said, " Really ? Thankyou miss ! " Then, i just laughed and proud what i've tried to loose my weight.

To be honest my dietary was not a kinda strict one, just focusing on excersizing and minimizing portion of meal. One of my friend succeed loosing up until 15 kilos but she was very strict, no snacking ( cemilan maksudnya ), fried meals, and fatty substances. She never ate Junk Food, she always ate vegetables, poached potato withous salt, red rice ( i told you, red rice is soooooo gross for me ), and i began to think, does she turning into a goat ? hahaha just kidding :p

It's sucks actually to see my "fat" friends getting slimmer now, it seems, it's the only me, the fat girl remaining in this world ( errrr....lebay ah ). The dietary program that i've done just loose 3 kgs, and now getting back to normal. WASTING ? yes. I feel sick now. For me like it's no use to be dieting. I just finger-crossed that someday i cud be slimmer. As a matter of fact, who says that fat girl always unfortunate in their love life ? I already hook up with someone, i already dating, it proves that the label of "FAT GIRL" always get nothing is NONSENSE ! haha, don't get me wrong, i just give an example. A girl always think that a "spanish-guitar" looking would blow up boys. In fact, it's a YES. But is it fair enough if boys always look from the package ? I don't think so. It's mean. So, thank god for giving bless for us, for fat girls. You're not alone, girl :D

BUT STILL TRYING TO DIET ! *finger-crossed*